the title of my blog has two meanings. First its a nod to this sensation I've had all my life that no matter what I do, it won't be the 'right' thing. I really do try to do the best thing, I want the best for my children and myself. But there are too many decisions to be made and I always seem to make the wrong one. An over simplified example would be that I always chose the line that moves the slowest.. yes yes it just feels that way to me.. but I swear if we measured the lines I get in always have some tragedy or something to slow them down. And while the length of waiting in line isn't really an issue, I've adapted, I've learned ways to entertain my children while we wait, if I'm alone I can always catch up on reading. But still, just once, I'd like my line to move quickly!
The second meaning is that I can't write. I'm horrible at grammar and spelling. Most people dismiss it as low intelligence. That, I assure you, is not what it is! Is it because I skipped sixth grade and missed some fundamental aspect of writing? I've tried, I've studied, I just can't do it. The grammar police have me down as a Most Wanted Felon, the spelling gang has tried to embarrass me into submission. I spell so bad, spell checker doesn't help. But I'm here to blog and if no one reads it, well that really isn't the point.
The point is that I can't just not let it out.. I have to put it down somewhere and maybe in re-reading it, I'll find the line without the drama.
maybe.
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